Still Alive.

Hi guys, I'll make it short, I don't really feel like talking.

I don't have my own place for almost 6 month now.
I live with my computer, a pen or two, some paper and few clothes.

I'm thankful that my godfather and his family let me stay at their home for 3 months. I would have prefer to know such a lovely family life for better reasons, but despite my situation, it was nice to be a part of your everyday life and not feeling rejected.
I'm also very thankful to my two friends who let me stay at their place since July. I love you guys and won't forget what you're doing for me. I hope that in few months, everything will be better and I'll be able to thank you with great meals and stuff. 

So, obviously, making new costumes is impossible. Working on anything is close to impossible. I try to practise digital drawing and sketching as much as possible to avoid loosing too much time, but my even my tablet seems to be about to die, the poor thing. And to be honest, I don't really feel good enough to draw everyday. I'm tired. My body changed. Not for the worst, on that point, let's see the good things, I gained muscles.
I'll be back on costuming and crafting things as soon as I've a place where to live again, I don't give up on those, no worries.

I also have few sets I shot last winter that will be posted on Zivity soon. And I'll post previews here as usual.
Feel free to follow me on other social medias, I post a bit here, a bit on Instagram, FB, and TumblR.
I don't have internet a lot so I can't update everything everywhere.

As for my mood, it's not what I'd call great.
Sometimes I ask myself why I fought when I was sick. Maybe it would have been easier to just die then.
There are days, too many sadly, when I feel like it would be reasonable to kill myself.
But I'm not a reasonable person.

So until next time, I wish you all the best.

Shae.